+Cozy cozy little place+

+haha blogging in school+

2006-06-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

hahaha blogging in school, at concept D lesson hahaha, while my group duscussing project ahaha, lor

+awww sad sad i wanna cry+

2006-06-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

sad sad, i watch project runway esp3 today i wanna cry... why must Daniel Franco leave, sad sad... i love his lingerie design, so what if all 3 design are close to the same... they looked nice...
then at the stage, he took up all the responsiblity of being a leader... so good sia, not like santino blame on emmett, so cowardly... then sad fact daniel have to go, awww... tim gunn praise him also so nice...
okie end of esp comments, okie today then i found out season 2 end le haha, chole won, wohooo, she's a great designer also...okie dunno wad 2 write already

http://www.bravotv.com/Project_Runway_2/

from season 1 got quite alot of good designer also, love austin, jay, kara

+watch 2 sort of great shows+

2006-05-31T08:46:00.000-07:00

oo today got singapore idol... haha most bad, but support only paul n Jonathan, they sound better than the rest haha... not much comments about singapore idol. not so interested in idol...

then at 1030 is another my favourite show, Project Runway. love the show... sad why didnt i think of going to fashion design... sian, haha today mi shu say my taste for female clothes not bad haha... maybe cost male clothes too boring to see le that why i see female clothes haha...
lor 2day project runway theme was to make use of wad u wear tonite at the party n turn it into clothes for the models... cool hur... wonder if all branded stuff how... sad sad, for those who cut their very precious clothes, eg santino, andrae...
Chole won today challenge, nice! the dress she made was so simatric...blue n black, nice nice... although santino make use of his fav jacket to make, i think the got 2nd ba, then 3rd will be Daniel Franco...
hmm lub Daniel Franco style... wonder where his boutique,sold at Saks Fifth Avenue... sad fact the leave at the 4th cut, sad sad
lor now left santino, D.v, and chole

+Went out after school today+

2006-05-31T08:14:00.000-07:00

zzz sian i went with lao ban, yinan n mi shu... cause thinking that kinukouya will out, okiez thats later part... so we stop at orchard, go taka eat first... hmm as in buy take-aways... not bad love the jap noodles... eat le then we went to lucky plaza to find the unlawfull dealer who sold yinan the PSP... sia la they talk talk until like want to fight sia... stay way better... the guy told lan ban wad... ' i dun like extra ppl intrupt cause it none of his business... then blah blah, wad u wanna fight issit'... okie so me n mi shu went off, dun wan get into the war zone... then we walk to another of this guy store, cause the dealer, say to yinan wad, ' i show u prove how much really is the PSP, so he went to the other store'... we were also there, i think the guy didnt notice... so he told the staff in the store wad... i write this down cause i wanna pian the girl in my store... wa kao... cheat yinan like that...

sad to say me n mi shu didnt tell yinan cause it will be more trouble to tell her that the guy cheated her... world war 3 will start sia... okie shhh if u read my blog, dun tell her...

after that we went to l.p zone * if i didnt remember the store name correctly* then there mi shu n yinan buy clothes, okie for me i saw a nice nice plum red jacket, then i ask the staff... she say for female wan... okie la can see... but never the less, i tried it on, woo hooo...maybe because i was wearing 2 layer already so the large size jacket seems abit tight, then go mirror see see, wa so nice sia.... then the same staff saw me wearing haha... then i tell mi shu, lao ban, yinan... i wear le nobody will know is female cut, haha... so i ask the staff how much, okie la 49bucks... but still problem is its for female... so still thinking haha

then we went back to wisma, cause yinan wanna buy belt, so she buy le then we continue go to kinukouya... then found out they stock take... wa kao... waste my whole day... sian le... the go art frien buy some stuff... haha maybe art frein shld have sumting like vip card already... me like 1 week must go there 1 time like that wan... sian.... okie later part nothing interestin le...

okie talking about today, haha i sleep over 1 stop in mrt today while going to sch... haha, sian me always so blur wan...
before today mrt incident i miss stop dunno like how many time le... sian sian... cause lack of sleep le ba... haha, not enough rest, now i fall sick le, down wif sore throat n flu... sad sad

+haha doze off agin+

2006-05-25T03:38:00.000-07:00

haha so dumb i doze off agin at the mrt... then go go until marina bay...sian... haha day before do hwk untill 3 then wake at 5 haha...zzz no wanna slp...haha...maybe after watch w-inds live first haha...

+Dunno wad 2 write+

2006-05-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

zzz sian long time no update so now anyhow write...
kz i went to my anuty house to take picture of 1 of my young cousin so cute* okie i no pido* lor disgusting sam keep saying pido pido when doing the final cut... wa kao say wad my cousin will attract attention haha... the pictures will not spread lor, it for private work purpose... no for wad dirty pido site... dumb u... sam is just a pido haha

okie i too tired le... when i was on my way home, taking mrt from yo chu kang... okiez i got i got a sit at the side * love the side, kao zhe the glass orh orh* lor everytime sit beside the glass will feel sleepy haha* xing li zhuo yong* kz nvm... then hor... sit sit untill slp slp.... lor then the mrt lke every stop take so long wan... lor everytime it stop makes me wake up check 'am i at city hall yet' lor then for lke dunno how many stops also haven reach sian... slp slp then suddenly at city hall le i blur blur, last minute then rush out....

lor mrt is so bad most of the i take on my own when after school so sian wan always wanna slp, then got like slp over where i suppose to stop ar, then got stop before even i reach the stop... all sorts of funny funny stuff lar...

+found my cousin blog+

2006-05-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

haha found my cut cousin blog... when i orginize my favourites list... so long sia... haha

+haha pon tank+

2006-05-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

haha today wei le do corel painter hwk... i pon tank my lec, haha... okiez then call then lao ban help me tap my pass...then he gone for so long... so i call him, wads taking u so long...he answered the leacturer haven come... lor...haha... okie there goes the first lec...lucky...then i continue skip the second lec, which the lecturer came, sad... okie that guy didnt even teach anything according to my freind... just wad go to reference drive read... sian...

so dumb color theory hwk, so hard... my hand drawn already so bad...then ask me use computer to draw... sian

okie that ended today, must stay up study for test tmr, maybe edit my hwk abit... and do others as well

+okiez todayz+

2006-05-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

okie wad can i say...hmm today i went ah ma house celebrate mother's day...
nothing much happen...
okie... got quite a lot of food to eat, uh hur...
then today i watch a lot esp of da chang jin... although watch finish le..

+ yester yesterday + yesterday + today +

2006-04-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

lol there was wendesday... sam, lao ban, mi shu, yinan, faith n last but not lag ME...haha we went to sakuran club orentation... okiez b4 start talking abt that reveiw about the morning... okie cause thursday need to hand up 4 pics of drawing so we all choing to go library go draw... okie thats with xuanhong, bingu, hilda + all of us *listed above*... we went to the library to draw... sian mua drawing so sucky so i sian sian any how draw draw... okie focus on my awarded watermelon... haha i tot that was 1 of the ugly pic... But on thursday gail critic mua melon a 8... wa... 8 sia... i was like grading myself a 4... then she say huh 4... i think that shld be a 8 can see u put in effort... hehe... okie tell yea sumting... i think my melon i think i took 30+mins to draw wan lol... ekkk... ohyea then there was sam's tiger skin hehe~ he took my printed version of tiger skin then he draw... then gail tot it was great, i expect more from yea... then sam was oh shit...

okie so back on weds... sakuran club... at first hilda n bingu also going then suddenly walk halfway disappear... haiz... lol later they say they didnt even go for their judo orentation... okie the sakuran orentaion so sian wan... wad guess the anime song, then orgami, then dancing, then sumting lke pass the parcel... lol so boring wan... sam the day b4 say wad the dancing good good... turns out like shit...
okie now i'm like CCA-less... ekkk how how wad cca can i get...
ohya on tis day i went to buy art material, when going back home i saw the wad channel 8 wad *yong gan bu bai or sumting the ppl, at first i tot y so familiar familiar wan... tot was sam frien the tomato, cause sam show me the pic... okie then carefully look le saw the look like Ru Hua person then look look at others 0_o interesting is them...

okie start from yesterday... okiez its kinda of a bad day, cause the whole class de color wheel all got rejescted... shit m sian need redo... ekk waste my time sia...
now must redo a perfect mei mei wan... ar sian...
okie then afternoon we went bugis cause they say they wan buy art stuff, me good good wan so go with them, okie reach le then cause xuanhong wanna buy camera so he left with sam, lao ban, mi shu n yinan... so they left me bingu n hilda... okie b4 that i lend mi shu the hair band 0o_0o~h0ooo pink hairband hehe, i turn gurl that day... okie i will upload the day neoprint later hehe... so 3 of us makan le then went to take neoprint... okie become 3 ge nu de.. hehe da jie~... okie then we shop shop abit then cause we must carry their baggaes... so tired, sia... so we went to the cinema to sit sit rest rest abit... okie then we talk talk abt movies... okie then when they come back, we show the neoprints, then wa lao take without us hehe... okie so we went down, then go buy stuff, at this point xuanhong, bingu hilda left cause they say dun wan buy, sam left to go play arcade... okie so left 4 ppl nia... okies nothing much le just go buy stuff...

Finally okie today, i lend tie from mi shu, then today i dress like gurl agin, sad today no neoprints... okie really look like gurl, haha... then i wear then through the whole sch time... cause without specs i cant see, so never i dun care wad ppl think... haha n cause with specs... so dun so like gurl... yea n i wear the pink hair band agin hehe... okie today also nothing much... lucky no need go for the 1-4pm tutorial lucky...
okie so we went to the fusion06 a gradution presentiaon for senoir works... some like so pro sia... others like huh... okie the main point is i coup le alot of nice nice namecards... hehe dunno wad i gonna do with them also... see see then bb into the bin...haha... okie after that, cause they wanna go gym... so we parted, so i left with hilda n bingu... okie at first i was also thinking of going to gym, but haiz too tired le so go home slp ba... okie at mrt station... sian the tickcting office person say i cant buy concession cause adult dun have... damn i wan new student ezlink quick... so ex sia, 1 wk 20bucks... okie so after i cant buy the ticket so we went to take the train... okie i parted with hilda n bingu cause differnet ways... okie bb lol... okie all through this day i was wearing like gurl... dunno how others think, hehe.... ohya don saw me omg, then i saw faith frein only remeber 1 of them dawn, then got another cant remeber, anyway they dun reconigze me.. phew... okie so i reach le city hall change train, then at bugis i got a sit at the side * lub side cause ccan slp* okie i slp slp slp, i tot i was going back to my x sch to see see, at bedok... so when i woke up u noe wad... ... ... i found out i was at semei going back to tana merah... wa... i slp at the mrt untill it goes return trip... lucky i wake up rite on time to stop at tana merah... hehe never go back to sch... lol lucky i didnt slp until i reach boon lay phew, haha...

okie that shld be all... so i reach home switch my comp on check check things... okie another funny thing happen... i was viewing a freins freinster profile lay.. then i see see her freins all so cho wan ... okie then from the frein i view others... wa all so cho wan... damn u noe wad... most turns out LES yekkss omg... all the time along i was veiwing les profile sian, cannot make frein wan... boring only can see see... haiz, maybe i can tell them i gurl also... show neoprints only hehe...

Thats the end for 3days... nothing more... need to go back n do my hwk le, too much... bingu hope u can see this post... cause u say i never update hehe~

~+~School first day~+~

2006-04-18T15:59:00.000-07:00

lol monday no sch so tuesday we started sch... came at 2+ to meet my class and went to the sports hall to view the CCAs... lol even i sign up for swiming and lifeguard orentation...hmm doubt will be going... then there was kendo...haha think go for their orentation enough... dun wanna spend $500+... my course going to be so ex le still waste money on CCA... NEVER i guess... hmmm so left sakuran club... hehe i think thats the only CCA i going to take... Unless like wad amy said organize SJ at nyp... hmm but sounds quite impossible...nvm
then class start at 3.10 lol... sian so boring wan... can ZZzz sia... then hear need to buy tis buy that... wa even sian... burn my poket sia... now i wonder did i choose the rite course haha~ drawing haven even start... i say sian... then when drawing start wad will happen...ekkk

lol older post will be up when i feel like writing...
steamboat
chalet
going out? forgot how many
k.garden
orentation

~+~ Review about Chalet ~+~

2006-04-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

oo pak talk abt his chalet... makes me feel like talking also hehe... cause nothing to do* w8ing for my lecture notes to dwnl finish*

lol hmm it happened 9-11 apr... ooo
first day wa quite alot of ppl nice nice... we settle down le then we went rent bycycle and blades... lol i long time no blade liao slow slow... then we do skate with bike... wa my frein, jun, crash badly... sad sad... brush on head, *some1 call the medic pls*... lol i did crash lucky knee nia... cause she crash we stopped for the time being... then, ting. sunddeenly say she black out abit... wa... scary... lol she did makan from yesterday... oh boi... then cause the time going to end le so we decided to go back... lol go back all break into grp... lol... some went buy ice... then some continue riding... then mua send ting back to the shop... lol she red cross wan haha... treat herself...

lol then after that we sulk around in the room, lol sian... then awhile later we go down stair and start bbq... fun fun... bbq alot of things, sotong, stingray, chicken wings, satay n lots n lots... lol we drink sparkling juiceX2 then a bottle of red wine... not just that... after bbq, some ppl left sad sad... then all stay in the room sian sian wan... haiz so i also sian sian... watch qi tian da sen on lao ban handphone... the movie so boring wan* dun encourage to watch*.... lol cause ppl wanna tv... so we do nothing untill 1am* blur memory*... then a ghost show start... we watch... wa lao pervetic ghost show... then half way... me ryan sam xuanhong went downstair to have a drink... 0_o drink wad guess... its vodka the 40% wan, grape flavour, smell so nice ooo... then we started drinking... ryan the pro pro wan drink raw... 5 shots... then xuan hong drank 5shots also but got like 3 shots mix wan, mix so much... sam drink 3shots also mix alot wan... me kar kar drink 4 shots with little mix... oo
then we went back up... lol we four high le... oo... lol i was wearing a hat then ryan keep taking it off my head then i take back put back up... then agin n agin... haha i fed up so i move away... haha... so ryan changes target to sam... using his toes to clip sam haha funny... lol we were watching the eyes 2... the pregnant wan... lol become not scary... omg ghost show become nothing cause too high le, feel nothing wan… haha then there was the part i called yb, hilda n ting jie jie… haha… srry got too drunkn… anyhow call ppl…
then it was ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz until nxt morning… hmm all wake up quite early but still lay there dun wan come up… lol when i was awake I took camera n take shots of ppl sleeping… wahaha scandal sleeping… shhh… then hong n sam went out cause non wanna go out… so all continue to sleep… haha… then later they came back then we went too wildwildwet… okie la still not bad, quite fun… came back then we start our bbq agin… okie 2days bbq special got fondule n pizza haha, seldom see during bbq rite haha… cause too little ppl left so later most of the unused food throw away… waste sia…
lol then most ppl left, so ended up left 4 survivor xuanhong, sam, yanbing n me lol… haha but all of us get 1 bed each…

zzz dunno wad to write le haha…

~+~the day when i forgot her birthday~+~

2006-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

Nishino sounded flurried and I was surprised, when she called. She said she wanted to see me immediately. I wondered why, it made no sense to why she wanted to see me at such a time, but she sounded pretty down. I reminded her that it was 11 pm now, and the next day was a school day. She went silent for a while and then told me that she remembered it pretty well. Finally she told me that she was going to “café éclair” anyway and that I could choose to come or not as I pleased. Nishino was the girl; I admired the most in my life, so without thinking twice I decided to go check her. I had always admired her from afar. In truth, I worshipped her but dose not approach her. I did not think I was good enough for her. I loved her so much to even dream that she would be even a little interested in me. She deserved a better man.

I slipped on the coat on the chair, just then I noticed a nicely wrap present on my desk. Did I forget someone birthday, I thought, could that be …? Oh my god! It sure must be otherwise why she would be so mad about it. I put it in my pocket and dashed off.

She was already there when I arrived and drinking her mocha. I ordered the same and joined her at the table. She gave me a sad look then dragged her chair closer to me. I could tell that she was about to confide in me. I was nervous, I reached into my pocket, clutching on the present. “I love someone,” she whispered. I withdraw my hand, my hart sank as any hope I had sank. I looked at her with pretended concern and forced a mile. “But he doesn’t know that I existed,” she continued. I shook my head in pretended sympathy. Then she sipped her mocha slowly. To face the reality, I went into a long lecture telling her how wonderful she was and how he was probably not worthy of her love, if he did not know she existed, so on and so on. She nodded again and again but did not look up. She sat there with her head on her hands. This situation made me a little surprised, because she had always struck me as a strong person who was master of her feeling.

I was in a sorry situation and felt very stupid. The girl of my dreams was actually in front of me and confiding her heart to me. While I was actually consoling her about her inconsiderate lover! I felt the urge to stand up and just leave. If not for the fact that I wanted to known as a sore loser, I would have gone. Seeing that she was probably not listening to a single word I have said, I stopped talking. Then it went silent between us both, she was still in that same position as before, I could do not but just look at her silently. I not sure how long have it pass, then she finally looked up at me, she was tearing. She looked sad, looking her in such a sorrowful state made my heart breaks. “How do you know that he does not care for you?” I asked kindly as I could manage. She looked at me and her eyes were still watery; then she stood up suddenly. “Because, if you did care, you would not have forgotten that today is my birthday, you moron!” she shouted.

My throat went dry as what she meant hit me, I was the inconsiderate lover she was talking about all along and yet I not sense anything about it. I looked around at the dozed faces. Cups of coffee were stopped in mid sips or half rose as dozens pairs of eyes glared at us, all went silent. I looked back at nishino and saw her making for the door. I ran after her and gripped her hand. “I …do…. care,” I stammered, “I just dared not tell you.” She turned and looked at me. “When we were in school, I had no chance, you were crowded by your friends, “I pause a moment then continued my explanations, “I dared not go forth, so I decided to wait, but there’s no other chance.” “So I intended to pass it to you…,” she put her index finger on my lips and stop me. I saw slight smile appearing at the corner of her lips. “I know you would not be so heartless!” she whispered. “Happy birthday,” I whispered as I reached into my coat for the present. She accepted it and opened it. It was a strawberry necklace; I asked her if I can have the honor of helping her to wear it. She took it and passes it to me. She turns around and lifted up her hair. I took it and go over the head and then clasped it on. She turned back, “Who cares about birthdays anyway?” she whispered and lean forward. As I embraced her in my arms, the crowd cheered and clapped. How I wish the time would pause at this very second, I thought, it was the first time I ever came to such a close proximity with her and I want to precious every second of it. “Happy birthday,” I whispered again as a warm tingling sensation filled my entire being.

~+~replacement~+~

2006-01-01T08:01:00.000-08:00

I had never seen her so depressed. Tears were running down her face as I walked towards her. I would rather exchange my life to stop those tears from coming down from her eyes but there was nothing I could do. Nothing could console a person who had just lost a loved one. She probably did not know, what she meant to me. I wanted to walk forth and gather her in my arms and tell her that I loved her and I will be at her back supporting her, even if her father had left her.

Part of it was that I could not pick up the courage to do that; the other was the embarrassment that I would cause in front of the elders. But I took her hand and squeezed it gently to let her know that I understand the pain in her heart and I am willing to share the pain for her. She looked into my eyes and then fell into my arms. Then she threw all restrain and sobbed and sobbed. I too could not bear such a scene any longer and started crying too. Friends of hers started to gather around her and cried and all of us were huddled tightly together. We stayed with Nishino the whole time through the day and the funeral.

Throughout the night, I lie on the bed thinking of the plight my lady was in. It was not until the morning, I made my decision that she needed me, so I decided to go visit her. When I arrived, her mother was glad to see me. She let me in and pointed to her room. I nodded to her and went in. I saw Nishino sitting in the corner of the room, with a photo album clutched in her arms, staring vacantly into space. I managed a weak smile and sat beside her. She looked at me and tears sprang to her eyes. I took out my handkerchief and gave it to her. She took it, wiped her tears and returned to me.

“Let’s go out,” I suggested.

She shook her head. “I think you should go, I need to be alone,” she replied.

“I think you should, being alone is not going to help you get over it,” I said gently.

She keeps quiet.

“Let’s go to the park,” I offered.

She turned to me suddenly. “Are you asking for a date?” she said.

I nodded.

“Well, you chosen the wrong time,” she said and turned away angrily, “I think you should leave.”

That got my nerves. “Look,” I told her, “this may not be the right time to tell you this. I don’t care what you think about me and I know that you probably don’t care about me of all, but I am going to tell you anyway. I like you; I want to spend my whole life with you. I know I can’t replace you father; no one can. But all I want is to be by your side whenever you need me. You cannot stop me from caring for you, no matter what you say,” I said and got up, and left the room.

Her mother patted on my shoulder and nodded, when I went into the hall. She had probably heard everything I said. She did not have to say anything. Her pat on my shoulders said the she appreciated what I had done. I shook her hands and left.
Then I walked down the stairs. Within me I was trembling with embarrassment and half filled with anger. Also deep within, I felt on emptiness. Anyway I was glad that after admiring her for four years, I finally told her my feeling for her. Then I heard a voice shouting “Junpei”.

I turned and saw Nishino running down the stairs towards me. When she was steps away she threw herself onto me. I just held her close; bug her tight and stroked her hair gently while she sobbed away. “I love you, Junpei,” I heard her whisper, in between sobs.

~+~Restart~+~

2005-05-13T00:28:00.000-07:00

feel so boring so i gonna start blogging agin... sian the old wan spoil le... so make use of this wan first...

lol must write old post also... alot of things happen...

zzz going to change format later...no time la... this is not my creation...

~~+~~Cozy cozy little place~~+~~

~~+~~haha blogging in school~~+~~

~~+~~awww sad sad i wanna cry~~+~~

~~+~~watch 2 sort of great shows~~+~~

~~+~~Went out after school today~~+~~

~~+~~haha doze off agin~~+~~

~~+~~Dunno wad 2 write~~+~~

~~+~~found my cousin blog~~+~~

~~+~~haha pon tank~~+~~

~~+~~okiez todayz~~+~~

~~+~~ yester yesterday + yesterday + today ~~+~~